if i have a choice..

if I have a choice,

I rather not share the most precious people of my life with you.

I rather not waste time worrying that you will upset them.

I rather not shed tears over your deeds, and

I rather not see them shed tears over you.

if I have a choice,

I rather not have you in my world.

I rather not have a brother like you.

if only I have a choice...