Damn.. I'm lost again!

SOMETHING THAT I ALWAYS WANTED SUDDENLY DOESN'T SEEM SO ANYMORE.

SOMETHING THAT I THOUGHT I WANTED SUDDENLY DOESN'T SEEM SO ANYMORE..

IN DESPAIR, I STARTED LISTING OUT THE PROS AND CONS.. I'M NOT SURE WHY I'M DOING SO AND IT DOESN'T SEEM RIGHT TO BE DOING SO..


I NEED DIRECTIONS.